So here comes the time that I will be giving you lesser fucks. You don’t care about those, anyway.
Bat ganun mga palabas sa Channel 7? So laame :/
So now, by giving you no damn (almost) I have your attention. It’s true when you want somebody’s attention, you’ve gotta stop giving them yours..
So I guess you can be labeled as emotionally unstable if you are:
- giving so much damn
- always carried away by the spur of the moment
I wish I could still find a guy who will pay attention to my childish and weirdest thoughts; who would stay up late just to talk about things in life; who would dream the same dream I’m dreaming. A guy who would actually have the balls to take me home, even if he has to face my parents and who would spend time knowing my friends. Someone who would take time knowing my totality- my dreams, my frustrations, my simple joys, my weakness and my strengths. And the list goes on…
I really can’t let this out. I feel a gist of guilt to every word I finish. For what I want is the complete (almost?) opposite of what I have now. There’s no need to worry, really. I wouldn’t even dare to cheat or something. It’s just sad.
What’s keeping me up is you. Every night I am wishing that you’d call, just to say goodnight and remind me of how much you are looking forward to the day we would meet again. Or a simple text message will do. A message that would say goodnight, with sweet nothings to make me smile before I doze off…
Is that even hard to do? I regret of agreeing with you too early. Perhaps I should have given the both of us more time. Ugh. This is all my fault.
here’s what you’ve missed:
Been friendzoned. Or, better yet, “sisterzoned” (is there such?!).
(I think) I found the “boy”.
Binuo ni R*** araw ko. Pinaglihi sa puzzle? Ganito kasi. Galing kami ni Sindy sa labas, bumili ng favorite niyang Simple Line. And then, nung naglalakad na kami papuntang lobby ng AB building, may narinig akong may bumati sakin na: “Hi Kaye!”. Nung pagtigin ko sa harapan di ko agad nakita kung sino. At narealize ko na lang na… O.M.F.G.
Si R*** pala.
Grabe. Nasabi ko lang: “Ui, hello.” sabay yuko. HALATA BA? :| Halata bang crush ko siya? Nagulat ako ehh. Ang layo layo pa niya nung binati niya ko. Tapos ang lakas pa ng boses. Tapos ang ganda ng aura niya. Iba ayos kahapon. That was the first time I saw him na naka wax at nakaayos ang buhok. Alam niya sigurong magkikita kami. Hahaha biro lang, duh! Pero seryoso. ang gwapo niya kahapon. The best. :)
Pagkatapos nun. Di na ko nakapagreview ulit. Nadistract ako eh, bakit ba? Haha. Wala na kong naisip kundi yung moment lang na yon. Sabi ba naman ni Sindy paget daw si R** >.< Okay, di nga siya gwapo, pero pag nakita mo yung mata at yung smile, grabe. Sobrang charming. Yun nagustuhan ko eh. Saka mabaet naman. :)
Pero bakit after ko isulat to dito, nawala na yung KV? Hahaha imba :))
Affected ako. Pa rin. Kala ko kasi, siya. Hayss. Okay. Delete deete.
Sinulat ko lang to para makapagrelease. :))